urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xheartxbrokenx She tried to kill me from the start. She thought that she could break my heart. Hollis Queens 2003-09-03T21:01:44Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xheartxbrokenx:63727 xheartxbrokenx @ 2003-09-03T16:55:00 2003-09-03T21:01:44Z 2003-09-03T21:01:44Z And for anyone who actually gives a fuck, I made a new journal.<br /><br />Add me, or don't. I'll add whoever is on this one, I guess.<br /><br />NEW USERNAME: _bedpostpiles urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xheartxbrokenx:57528 xheartxbrokenx @ 2003-08-20T13:30:00 2003-08-20T17:37:15Z 2003-08-20T17:41:40Z <img src="http://mediaservice.photoisland.com/auction/Aug/20038201377796108554758.jpg" width="400" height="293" alt="" align="bottom"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xheartxbrokenx:55458 GO OR I'LL EAT YOUR FACE AND NEVER TALK TO YOU EVER AGAIN! 2003-08-11T15:26:03Z 2003-08-11T15:26:03Z DFTM BECAUSE THEY ROCK! SO GO! HOUSE SHOW FRI. AUG 15th!!!<br />7:30p.m. $2.00(!)<br />(flyer attatched to this email)<br />- REMEMBERING NEVER (you fucking know who they are)<br /><br />- ONICAP LA (formerly Down Falls the Morning, hell yes)<br /><br />- CRANIAL BLOWOUT (you're all fucked)<br /><br />- HOOR PAR KRAAT (ft lauderdale noise)<br /><br />- THE RED ROCKET FIASCO (you will be amazed)<br /><br />Montys house - (I-95 to hollywood blvd. go west until N 64th ave and make a right, then make a left at PIERCE ST, then a left on N 65th ave, then make a right on EATON st., last house on the right. 6531 Eaton st.) keg, beer, blah... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xheartxbrokenx:55079 HHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!! 2003-08-10T21:37:45Z 2003-08-10T21:37:45Z MARS VOLTA 1: mastersplinter, 2: maniphest, 3: ooweeits_sammi, 4: laurie_jean, 5: kissmeimrican, 6: emoxxxcore, 7: a_mirror_image, 8: red_allure, 9: xhardcorepatx, 10: sellie_spice, 11: bright_starz, 12: xcrucifymex, 13: spiffylou, 14: sasqwatch, 15: i_saw_you_naked, 16: bacardigirl182, 17: phoenixjakal, 18: undying_love, 19: abrokenarrow, 20: chimecho, 21: limetothelight, 22: youremycanvas, 23: reclusex, 24: nostatus, 25: littlebluebook, 26: emoholocaust, 27: einstien9486, 28: secndhandmurder, 29: shithousepoetry, 30: fbmbmx, 31: xparisinflames, 32: tears_cryed, 33: btrswtnostalgia, 34: getserious, 35: polkadottundies, 36: compo, 37: calm_eyes, 38: xxgjninjaxx, 39: reticentharmony, 40: sousasurf, 41: gone_sour, 42: lonelylola, 43: airock, 44: xeurotrashx, 45: cutelilshotie, 46: andydotorg, 47: held_back_tearz, 48: crushedhope, 49: dreams_can_wait, 50: thisismeleaving<br /><br />Seriously, if you lurk my journal, why don't you just ask to be added? You know, I really don't mind, even if we haven't met before.<br /><br />&hearts; urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xheartxbrokenx:52325 I'm nit drubak 2003-08-03T04:37:49Z 2003-08-03T04:37:49Z MARS VOLTA I feel so adbvad for eoveryoune wwgthat hot sick tonifjr. O hope fyou feel better. I have the hicupsa, Myt biyfriends feels like trash, so I'm home going to fo cal, him. I iji ove you all, especially, toyna abd hweesie becayse tgey ket me party hatrd.<br />&lt;3 Hokjkis urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xheartxbrokenx:51657 pink is my favorite color 2003-07-31T06:09:30Z 2003-07-31T06:09:30Z Boywunder - "Praise Song" journal redone by <span class='ljuser ljuser-name_anartform' lj:user='anartform' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://anartform.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://anartform.livejournal.com/'><b>anartform</b></a></span>, <span class='ljuser ljuser-name_a_boy_wunder' lj:user='a_boy_wunder' style='white-space: nowrap; text-decoration: line-through;'><a href='http://a-boy-wunder.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://a-boy-wunder.livejournal.com/'><b>a_boy_wunder</b></a></span><br /><br />love ya Hollis<br /><br />♥jon urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xheartxbrokenx:50546 xheartxbrokenx @ 2003-07-29T03:22:00 2003-07-29T07:23:11Z 2003-07-29T07:26:19Z kenny g hi im hollis i im awesome and nick is cool urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xheartxbrokenx:49596 OMG! OMG! SDJLFGYZSYDFY! 2003-07-24T19:17:34Z 2003-07-24T19:17:34Z omfg die die die die die die die I feel so dumb posting this, but someone please please <b>please</b> get me out of my house? I have been here all day and night since Monday. I fucking need OUT! I'll pay you to take me out somewhere. I'm dying. I swear to god, I really am. <b>HELP! PLEASE!</b><br /><br />WHO WANTS TO DO SOMETHING TOMORROW?! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xheartxbrokenx:47489 SN EMAIL CHANGE! 2003-07-17T20:07:41Z 2003-07-17T20:07:41Z New e-mail address and screen name.<br /><br />E-mail: watchusbreak@hotmail.com<br />Screen name: watch us break<br /><br />Add me to your buddy list. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xheartxbrokenx:43421 Eh..whatever. 2003-06-19T18:43:58Z 2003-06-19T18:43:58Z Alright, I'm putting a pause on this LiveJournal deal. Seriously, too much drama. When I need to post something or whatever, it's still going to be here, but no random posts or whatever. When I get my new phone with a new number, I'll ask for who wants it and give it individually. I really am in no mood to take any risks. Also, I deleted my entire buddy list. If you want to be added, please leave a comment with your sn. I'm out of the game for a while. See you all in a few months.<br /><br />-Hollis urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xheartxbrokenx:41115 \ended up with no blue at all./ 2003-06-11T01:49:01Z 2003-06-11T01:52:53Z none hollis wanted a livejournal to match her hottness.<br /><br />now she has <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/xheartxbrokenx">one</a>!<br /><br />&hearts; <b>angela nelson</b><br /><br />ps: i'll fix anything you want fixed. &hearts; urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xheartxbrokenx:39304 xheartxbrokenx @ 2003-06-03T18:00:00 2003-06-03T22:13:08Z 2003-06-03T22:13:08Z I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DI &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD D I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD I &lt;3 DD urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xheartxbrokenx:26824 My last public post, I guess. 2003-04-20T21:54:47Z 2003-04-20T21:54:47Z Bury Your Dead-Dragged Out And Shot I was debating on whether or not I should make my jornal Friends Only or not a while ago. Since everyone else decided to do it, I figure it won't hurt if I do it either. It will eliminate a lot of shit that goes on here, anyways. So, if you'd like to be added, comment. Thanks.<br /><br />xoHN urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xheartxbrokenx:26590 xheartxbrokenx @ 2003-04-19T14:09:00 2003-04-19T18:13:01Z 2003-04-19T18:13:01Z Underoath-Letting Go Of Tonight I've finally given in, and I got myself a friendster. Add me if you'd like, and I'll be sure to add you back. Oh, by the way, Jeremy's friends are great. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xheartxbrokenx:26365 Me: That's such a bad word! Keith: Yo mama's a bad word! Hahahah!!!!! 2003-04-15T23:09:27Z 2003-04-15T23:09:27Z A Jealousy Issue-Dollface It seems as though I cannot resist the randomness of 3 AM phone calls from someone of the opposite sex. Especially, if he's a bit...well, a bit drunk. Spring Break is suckign to the fullest. If anyone wants to chill over the week or weekend, just give me a call.<br /><br />954-254-6435.<br /><br />Now, I expect 3 AM phone calls from evey boy who reads this. They simply are lovely.<br /><br />fghfjguzhx<b>imissdavidpeteredwardd'amatojr</b>rygtsrgaetuwaefhe urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xheartxbrokenx:26032 I'm going to marry Jake Gyllenhaal 2003-04-12T22:46:20Z 2003-04-12T22:46:20Z <img src="http://www.hope.falling-star.org/youaredonnie.gif"><br /><br><br /><font face="verdana" size="1"><a href="http://hope.falling-star.org/donnieq.html">Which Donnie Darko character are you?</a> by <a href="http://www.hope.falling-star.org">Shay</a></font>&lt;/font&gt; urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xheartxbrokenx:25709 xheartxbrokenx @ 2003-04-12T15:47:00 2003-04-12T20:01:23Z 2003-04-12T20:01:23Z Bright Eyes-A Perfect Sonnet Jesus, no wonder I feel dead today. This has been the biggest day of realization for me. It seems as though everyone's right about me. I'm just a 13 year old little slut that's dumb out of her mind. Jordan said to me that he had no respect for me because I didn't have any for myself. I thought I did, but the more that I think about it, I guess that I don't. If I look at myself from anyone elses point of view, I finally understand what everyone's been talking about forever. I look at myself and think, "God, what a fucking loser." Then I thought about the people that actually <b>do</b> respect me. I'm not sure how they do it. Maybe they just feel bad for me. I'm such a horrible person, and I say this because you don't know the half of it. There are 6 people I really want to thank. Dave for just...being there and telling me I'm not just a stupid little girl. Ashley and Taum for sticking up for me and being so nice to me. Ross for even admitting that there was a hint of respect in him for me. Jeremy for being such a sweetheart and not making fun of me when I act a little on the wierd side. And finally, Jordan for making me realize just what I need to do in order for , not only other people to like me, but for me to start liking myself.<br /> <br /> Whine, whine, whine, and bitch bitch bitch.<br /><br /> To everyone, I'm so sorry.<br /><br /> Love,<br /> Yours Truly urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xheartxbrokenx:25398 xheartxbrokenx @ 2003-04-10T21:08:00 2003-04-11T01:09:13Z 2003-04-11T01:09:13Z My new thing now is fucking things up with people that there's the possibility of potential with. I need to cut this shit out. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xheartxbrokenx:25233 The commenting situation... 2003-04-11T00:02:09Z 2003-04-11T00:02:09Z John Mayer-Why Georgia I've decided to make my LiveJournal <b>friends only commenting</b> because of all this shit that's been going on with my posts. So, if you like reading my journal or are a frequent commenter, add me, and I'll add you back. I hope all of this petty drama can be resolved so one day I can take off this block I'm sort of putting on this thing.<br /><br />Much love, <br />Hollis urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xheartxbrokenx:24903 xheartxbrokenx @ 2003-04-05T16:55:00 2003-04-05T21:56:49Z 2003-04-05T21:56:49Z I'll admit that I'm a bit emotional right now. Not emotional as in crying, but emotional as in upset. A positive thing just <i>has</i> to be chased with a negative thing. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xheartxbrokenx:24775 I can make myself mad in approx. 2.7 seconds. 2003-04-05T21:17:53Z 2003-04-05T21:17:53Z I also just realized that he was just so sweet to her. Oh god, I just made myself so mad. I FUCKING NEED IT!<br /><br />Actually, I need it like I need a bullet to the head, but I just want it so much.<br /><br />I'm in a state of confusion. Not depression, just confusing. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xheartxbrokenx:24521 Going just fiiiiineeee. 2003-04-05T21:08:51Z 2003-04-05T21:08:51Z The Get Up Kids-No Love (I love this song <3) I'm living on about 7 hours of sleep between 2 days. I may just pass out sometime soon. I went to my cousin's service this morning. She did so well. I am very proud of her. Her party is tonight. I'm hoping to get some nice pictures. I bought a skirt yesterday. It, yet again, is so tiny I have a hard time wearing it. I really need to start making time to shop and not just going and thinking it's my size and wanting to go home. It's really cute, though. I've gotten so many compliements on my purse that I made. I should make more. Next weekend is going to be fun. I won't be in Ohio anymore, so I can hang out with all of my friends. My life is going well, again. I'm really glad I made some certain friends and started to care a bit less about others. I'm about to die. I had the worst allergy attack this morning. My eyes are so swollen. I hope I don't get sick between the pool incident and this weather. Pray for me, haha. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xheartxbrokenx:24200 xheartxbrokenx @ 2003-03-31T14:41:00 2003-03-31T19:41:04Z 2003-03-31T19:41:04Z Two Hand Touch-Hot Rod Circuit Apparently I forgot to add this. Thank you Andrew for taking me to the show last night and I'm sorry about all the trouble with your car. I'm sorry for being a bit bitchy when we left, and your friend Terry is a very nice guy. Tell him I'm sorry for being a little miserable, also. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xheartxbrokenx:23849 Some people just don't know when enough is enough. 2003-03-31T14:10:44Z 2003-03-31T14:10:44Z I don't really know if there's any possible way to describe how things are right now. I'm not going to bitch about it because I'm sure noone wants to hear it, but lets just say that this is a very low point for me. Just <b>everything</b> the could go wrong, has. I'm not going to go and cry about it, but I'm still upset. I was just trying to make a point that if you want to do or say something mean to me, please reconsider, because I'm at breaking point. <br /><br />Last night was alright. We got lost for about 20 minutes in the fucking ghetto. When we finally found the place, I said hi to Jeff, Sam, Garret, and Ashley and we all waited for Ross and his car full of people. It was so cold, but because I had a Murderbook shirt, I got to wear Kyle's jacket, instead of freezing my ass off or giving blow jobs. I hope you kids weren't serious about that. Anyways, the show was really good. I got to hang out with some mighty good-looking boys last night. Everyone was being semi-nice for most of the night, then Andrew locked his keys in the car. We looked inside out for someone to break into it and let us in, but noone could. Finally, he called his friend to come and bring him a key. It was about an hour wait. Thankfully, Jeremy let my wear his jacket and Mike K. waited with us. It was very nice of them. Some people last night just really pissed me off towards the end. I'm sure you have an idea of who you are. I'm going back to bed. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xheartxbrokenx:23668 xheartxbrokenx @ 2003-03-30T14:26:00 2003-03-30T19:26:13Z 2003-03-30T19:26:13Z Shit, I need a ride to this damn show tonight. Does anyone feel like doing a mitzvah and taking me?